I am auditioning for the national tour of Shrek the Musical on Monday. And then I have auditions for Hairspray on Saturday. Getting headshots done this Thursday. Have a voice lesson on Wednesday. The person who is choreographing Shrek choreographed How to Succeed in Business Without Really Trying, which my friend Joey is currently in on Broadway, and my voice teachers wife (Jeanine Tesori) wrote the music for the show. So, I'm super excited, and shocked that I have these crazy connections.

I just vented about all sorts of crap on my tumblr, which is supposed to be what this is for. I guess I was looking for sympathy.

Instead of obsessing over something, I took action. And guess what? I feel a lot better now. Still haven't really gotten any result from it but doing something is always better than nothing, right?

I'd just like to say that I am so incredibly sick of being screwed over by guys. And it sucks, because at the same time I feel really lonely. And it just seems like things are going to be stuck this way forever and it makes me really sad. And I feel like crying. I want someone to love me for real. I don't want to be alone anymore.