Why on earth do some people insist on being so obnoxious? I mean, I understand if you don't like me. That's fine, I don't like you either, but don't be a possessive jerk. We can all be civil towards one another.

And why oh why is my only really good friend that I can be completely honest with out of state? Why? It's just not fair.

I'm starting to apply to schools. AMDA, Marymount Manhattan, and The New School. We'll see what happens.

I love that my old teachers are trying to help me find a couch to stay on sunday night. Gotta love them!

My ride situation to get to the city seriously blows right now, so, it looks like I'm going by myself. And then I'll meet Courtney at the bus stop and she'll get me to where I need to be. I'm terrified.

On a better note, sang for my mom last night, and she was like, impressed. Which made me super happy because she's an incredibly harsh critic. So, she really wants me to go to these auditions. So, I'm praying that I can work things out, but I feel like this is a perfect opportunity to show that I'm ready to fight for this.